Synthetic Sensations

it's the way you do the things you do

2011-05-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON ERR'BAHHDY. :D
It's Sunday, and I'm all done with exams and RMUN presentation, so I am happy. Yayyyy. Anyway, my RMUN team's coming anytime to get some stuff done so in the meanwhile...

updates
1. I got my Olympus. WAKAKAKA.
2. I'm down for Emath re-exam.
3. SILOSO WITH S2 TMR.

And and and, I'm currently reading Paper Towns by John Green which is so far absolutely fantastic. John Green has the cutest baby ever, too. :D

MISS ME?

2011-05-04T14:27:00.001+08:00

okai okai as always this blog is being neglected. but there's a perfectly good reason why.
I am a traitor.

i've been blogging on my wordpress for the past few days. why?
because only two people know the link.
NYAHAHAHA!
amanda wants to keep secrets now :D

K BYE LOVES; study hard for myes!

i got better things to do besides sit around and wait for you.

2011-04-24T13:21:00.001+08:00

GOOD AFTERNOON EVERYBODY :D
i'm happy today, no idea why though. i should be doing chinese and i'm supposed to have it done by 9 but i'm so so so so lazy grrrrr. exams are coming OHNOES, and i'm less than barely prepared. D: HOW? DIE.

aiyoyyyy i hate how exams always clash with my birthday ): but at least this yr 9th may is a holiday, so i get to semi-celebrate on the 8th :D

I WANT AN OLYMPUS PEN E-PL 2. (i know i know the way i structure my post is so random but i type whatever comes to mind) SO YEAH. I WENT TO CHECK IT OUT WITH MY DADDY YESTERDAY. and it's so pretty i want to cry.

YEEEHEEHEE OKAIOKAI CHINESE TIME.

WORDLE IS SEXY.

2011-04-14T08:46:00.000+08:00

omg i haven't blogged in so long i barely even remember my own blog link. oops. HAHAHA SIGHHHH
i'll be surprised if anyone still reads my blog oh lawdy lawd.

S2 has been a blast, i lurrrrve you guise so so so sooooo much :D
awesomest class EVAHHHRRRR *random dancing*

fun fair's in like two days holy moly! can't wait excited maxxxxx. my class is doing haunted house hurhurhur we're so awesome like that. everyone should come :D

xoxoxoxoxo

VAVAVOOOOOOM

2011-03-08T17:39:00.001+08:00

joe brooks :D:D:D
i don't care what trey thinks, joe brooks looks hot in that video.

SO! updates~~~
1. i'm sick. flu, sore throat, fever, yadayada. and i feel. like. shit.
2. my wrist is still horrible. i can't write for another week at least, and i can't do sports for six weeks. HOLY GUACAMOLE I'M GOING TO GET FAT.
3. i'm super glad everyone's back from OBS, oh gosh i missed my classmates
4. i'm going to vietnam this saturdayyyy! so don't text me till tues unless someone's dying. (:

say no to killing sharks for their fins. ♥

from my tumblr ^^

2011-03-03T19:24:00.001+08:00

umbrellas;
today was actually, admittedly, surprisingly a pretty good day. we went to fort canning for some amazing race thingamabob, and my grp was damn slow so it was hilarious. then we went back to sch and had debrief, and my grp all mabok so we were literally rofling. omg we lurrrrrrrve ah chek (serial killer).

then then then, priya and i were walking to the bus stop but it was raining so heavily it was like the heavens opened up and wanted to use earth as a giant swimming pool so i was literally hugging her so we’d both be sheltered by the umbrella. but behold, the umbrella was so. damn. useless. RAIN WAS COMING FROM EVERYWHERE! and we were getting soaked despite it’s futile attempts to keep us even remotely dry. about 300m away from the bus stop, i suppose it couldn’t stand the pressure of failure anymore and so, the umbrella rebelled. it literally flipped. but the both of us were so drenched we decided it was super redundant so we just ran to the bus stop awkwardly. i’ll bet we looked like penguins.

at the bus stop we were shivering. it was so fudgecakingly cold that it wasn’t cold. i swear to god, the winds were out to get us. even the bus was warmer than standing at the stop.

i hope that i’ll catch a cold and get a fever, so this eventful trip home won’t go to waste. LET ME SKIP SCHOOL TOMORROWWWWWWWW.

insane;

2011-03-02T21:07:00.001+08:00

most hated words of the day: "not up for discussion"

i'm so overwhelmed with frustration that i almost feel inclined to place my fist on a wall with high approaching velocity, thus resulting in great impact. k just kidding.

i can't understand it. why won't they at least let me state my point before they come to a conclusion. maybe whatever i say won't make a difference. or maybe i'm too immature to make a logical point so it's a waste of time for me to open my mouth to say anything. haha for the first time in my life, they'd rather i do something other than study. someone explain it to me, because i can't understand it.

and the worst part is i can't really do anything about any of this. as always i'll have to just listen to them, and do whatever they tell me to. why? - because i respect them. and no matter how pissed i am, i don't want to argue with anybody. i remember a few days ago i had a conversation with them about attitude. lmfao they said i don't talk back, but i show them plenty of attitude by body language. so what are they saying now? that i'm not allowed to show it when i'm unhappy at all? or is it that i'm just not allowed to disagree? am i not allowed to have differing opinions? or am i just not allowed to even express it sub-consciously at all? okayokay yes. that is completely reasonable. it's okay for them to yell at me for something i either didn't do, or is so minor that it barely even matters just because they're having a bad day, but i'm not allowed to emanate negative vibes when i'm less than ecstatic. maybe this is just how society works. you listen to the authority, and whatever they say goes.

maybe they forget that i'm human. idk.

dear Lord please give me patience. truckloads of patience. help me to understand where they're coming from, and give me control over the words that come out from my mouth, vibes that i give off, and whatever else i may need to maintain peace.

pfffffffffffft i wanna pull my hair out.

bring me the horizon

2011-01-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

this is me, attempting to revive my coma-ed blog.
i've been so busy that i don't even realize time passing, it's that bad.
but at least my class is wonderful (:
no drama, just love for everybahhdayyy. ♥

but lately my insecurities resurfaced.
kinda feels like i'm not good enough to match up with some people :/
i don't like the feeling. at all.
pffftshhzxc.
valentine's day is coming too,
maybe that's what sparked it in the first place.

EITHER WAY,
life goes on.

and it's getting better; at least i'm letting go of things i can't control (kind of)

i sound so stone and emo omgzxzxzxzxz

exhausted.

ALOHA

2011-01-16T16:19:00.001+08:00

i'm mad tired now but i'm gonna post because i haven't in a mighty long time.

updates:
school is kinda really awesome
i love my class omg...singing session on the second week of school ♥
messed up family trees too ;)
my teachers are all pretty wonderful too >D

stacy's bday is cominggggg
her party was yesterday and oh my goodness gracious me, her house is huge.

had cell this morn. we played poker. HAHAHAHAHAHA so much for being a good church kid (:

My one mistake was that I never let you down.

2010-12-31T18:02:00.000+08:00

HOLS ARE ALMOST OVER.
NOOOOOOOO.

i'm actually kinda excited though, since i've been rotting away at home. and my classmates next yr are kinda really awesome.

since today was nye, my dad decided we should do something "outoftheordinary" so we went to botanic gardens to...idk. feed fish this morn. ansel and i just ran round and round and round (even though i'm not supposed to heh.) but i'm alive! so that's good. :D

then i spent the rest of the day doing hw.
ummmm, for those interested, i've finished the 35 questions for math and all the eng and lit stuff. WHO'S IMPRESSED? i mean cmon. i'm the girl who didn't even finish june's hw. and LOOK! it's not even the last day of hols and i'm already almost done.

i'll finish everything by tmr anyway. :D

i'm brain dead now.
like a zombie.
OMNOMNOMNOMNOM.

have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

2010-12-30T14:50:00.000+08:00

so, here i am, just chillin it at my mom's office.
and i know my blog has been dead for the past few days.

updates:
1. i miss jasmin and addie a shitload. danggg it ):
2. my family bought a street for my cousin's wedding.
3. my mom's side of the family LOVES kbox.
4. my mom's side of the family is also partially off their rockers.
5. jack stayed over for like a night. then he went to stay with moon. (cause i'm an eskimo and my room is faaaar too cold for him)
6. my doctor asked me if i was pregnant. (which i'm not tyvm.) so he could make sure it was safe for me to take my meds.
7. i'm reading this amazing book. it's about revenge.

8. in case my blog goes dead again, which there's a high chance it might,
my tumblr'll still be up and running. :)

xoxoxoxoxoxo,
A.

errrrh.

2010-12-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

crescent hockey carnival was todayyyyy~~~

and later mike pilavachy is cominggggg to sjsm to speaaaaaak
omgggggggggg yayyyyyyyyy.

braces???

2010-12-14T11:09:00.000+08:00

Soooooo I'm at the dentist nowwww using my dad's iPad to post.
My entire check-up took like ten minutes total
NO CAVITIES NYAHAHAHA!!!!

But on the other hand, I apparently need braces. Dangggggg ittttttt.

I don't HAVE to get em. But the doc said I should.

Pffffffftshhhzxc

gothicness ftw~

2010-12-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

k so. my. nails. are. black.

for the first time in nail colour history.

IT'S SO GOTH IT'S CHIC.

♥

so anywayyyyy,

the past few days have been pretty drab.

nothing much happened

blah.

-_- i don't like drab days. they make me think about people i shouldn't think about because i told myself not to think about them.

DSLKVJHDSCGLKJSDHFLKUWERLKUQOPIWEUPQOWILKSDMFMNASKJDHKSJDHFLKAJSDHDSFLKGJHWEORIUODIJBCMVNSDFNBCMVNXBCLDLKFJSODIUFOWIEYRJKHSDF

NOBODY WANTS ME.

BLAH.

love me when i'm gone.

2010-12-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

i'm exhausted. but everyone knows i get high on tiredness

WOOOOOOOOOO~

these few days have been...fun(?)

my cousin's awesome.

she keeps laughing at me cause she says i do weird things and say weird things and stuff.

on the emotional front, oh gosh.

it's been draining.

sdlkjvhaelsadkfjhasldkujfhlwkejfhalskjdhf

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,

i finished all my english hw today.

who knew i had it in me to not procrastinate till the last week.

heh heh heh.

"WHAT DO I PRESS FOR THIS THING TO MOVE FORWARD?!"

2010-12-05T04:49:00.002+08:00

today was epic.
most adrenaline pumped day i've had in a long time, why?

Because today was the day my mom drove a car. With me in the back.

She isn't THAT bad lah. but i mean, it was still pretty epic since the first thing she said after getting into the car was "WHAT DO I PRESS FOR THIS THING TO MOVE FORWARD?!"

so you can probably imagine my...level of enthusiasm for the journey that lay ahead at that point in time.

but the point is, I'M ALIVE.
and that's all that matters.

so mommy, if you're reading this, (which i know there's a high chance you might, and you'll be wondering why i'm posting at 4.48am -it's because i CANNOT fall asleep. trust me, i tried)

I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH AND YOU ACHIEVED THE MISSION OF DRIVING TO CHANGI WITHOUT SMASHING INTO ANYTHING :)

muahmuah~

AYO AYO AYO

2010-12-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

ALOHA EVERYBAHDY.
k yknow what, i'm not gonna make anymore picture promises.
cause they fail.
epicly.

UPDATES:
1. my cousin's in singapore~~~
sally's here (at long last), and she's mega cute.
we went to universal studios.
OMGOMGOMG MINI ROLLER COASTERS AREN'T SO MINI AFTER ALL.

2. guys are stupid.
or at least that one guy is.
aslfkdgjhsdlfgvuqhyweruthlkdjfhglqwukerh one of the few people who can piss me off with one sentence ealfkgjhadlkfjhsasldkfjbawlkjerh

DONCH LAIK YOU.
*obviously*

3. APPLE CRANBERRY JUICE IS THE BEST INVENTION TO MANKIND.
(aside from computers, and the internet, and the iphone, and guitars.)

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

zig zag, criss cross.

2010-11-26T15:05:00.001+08:00

k, i am the biggest asshole ever. but i give up on blogger's photo uploader so for the next few days i shall hunt for photo hosting sites (probably flickr). i know you guys all hate me already. but it's okay!

i'll be the one you love to hate ;)

UPDATES. (there are a helluva lot so sit tight)

1. SILOSO!~

so the picnic with sabrina was mad fun omg. her parents are cool people. we went on the luge too~ and there was this one part where it stopped moving so we were just suspended there for a full minute and the both of us went all "OHMAIGAWRDD WE'RE GONNA BE STUCK HERE FOREVAHHHRRRR" and everyone turned and looked at us like we were crazyassbitches (which we ttly are tyvm).

2. BALI!~

the trip rocked.

(although it was like 40 degrees out everyday and i got even TANNER and i'm probably gonna get skin cancer), it was pretty dang awesome.

i swear, i am now sick of roxy, billabong, OP and quicksilver. seriously. in bali, every time you turn around you see one. so yes. i shopped till my daddy dropped. (k not really but that'snotthepoint)

the place we were staying at was mega glam. there was like a swimming pool smack in the middle and everything.

and banyan tree was just...sad;lkgjheirugnblkdjfhglqiwkhuegfkasjdhfgakjh shiok. awesome view and whatnot.

3. CAPTOR.

okay so. zane and gang have this thing where they set a date (i don't know about) then they kidnap me.

and the other team has to come look for me.

three rounds have gone by and they're not getting sick of it yet, damnit.

4. MY HOMEWORK.

I'VE FINISHED ALL OF IT.

HA!

HAAAAAA!

ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO DOUBTED ME...

IN. YOUR. FACE.

okay i'm totally kidding.

i haven't started.

duh.

BUT I WILL K.

SOON.

THROW YER HANDS IN DA AIR AND WAVE EM LAIK YAH JUST DON’T CARE~

2010-11-23T21:31:00.000+08:00

PROCRASTINATION

2010-11-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
HAHAHA DO YOU GUYS HATE ME?
i know i'm awful.
BUT I PROMISE
all pictures WILL be up by the 23rd of nov.
TEEHEE.

so anyway...
I'M OFF TO BALI TMR.
(i do this before every overseas trip. sheesh i'm so repetitive)

FOR THE SAKES OF YOUR PHONE BILLS (and mine),
DON'T CALL OR TEXT ME UNTIL I SAY I'M BACK.
i will not be held responsible for your wallets going KABAAM from spamming my phone while i'm away.
tyvm.

:D

WHERE'S Y?!

2010-11-13T11:08:00.000+08:00

HEEHEEHEE hello everybahhhhhhhdayyyy~

UPDATES
yesterday was my mummy's birthdayyyyy~
in the afternoon went to vivo with joanne for lunch (and to get my mum something)

-random stuff-

went to tim chew's house for dinner :D
daniel khoo was there.
"WHERE'S Y?!"-d
"YOU'RE RETARDED"-me
"I CAN'T SEE LAH NO SPECS."-d

epicness.

so anyways, i'll upload pics from fri and (hopefully) yesterday by tonight :)

SILOSO BEACH W SABRINA LATER ♥

click, flashhhh

2010-11-11T23:12:00.001+08:00

today was wonderfullll~
the morning not so much...
but i went to sab's house in the afternoon :D
she's my new model.
and so is her dog. :D:D:D

anyways i'm editing the pics now, so they'll be up tmr :)

♥

DSLR LOVE

2010-11-10T20:59:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOO~

CANON 40D

a little on the heavy side, but heck it takes a good picture.

it's not mine though ):

heeheehee it's my mummy's colleague's and it's on loan to me for the rest of hols :D

TESTING, TESTING

2010-11-09T17:05:00.001+08:00

HELLO DARLINGS,

http://two-plustwo.blogspot.com/

support that blogshop :D

gladys & clarabelle ♥

tyvm :)

BLACK MAMBAAAAAAAAA

2010-11-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

okay so megamind was awesome.
i swear, the guy looks like a SQUID.

okay anyways got kidnapped by zane and the rest -.-
THANKS FOR THE AWESOME HOSPITALITY
THANKS A LOT.
LOL

okay basically it was just plain weird.
YEP.
OKAY.
THAT'S ALL I GOT FOR Y'ALL FOLKS.

say no to animal cruelty. ♥

Head VS Heart

2010-11-08T12:28:00.000+08:00

I WILL START ON HOLIDAY HOMEWORK TOMORROW.
IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME, GO DONATE A DOLLAR TO A RANDOM CHARITY.
I can totally see tmr's headlines, "CHARITIES GAIN MILLIONS"

WOOO~
i'm gonna go watch megamind with sarahhhh laterrrrr ♥

Forget You

2010-11-07T21:42:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME.
HE'S SO GOOD.
*FAINTS* (not really.)

ANYWAYS TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY :D
i started on a PROJECT
i call it the "clean-your-room-or-get-your-ass-kicked-by-your-mom" project.
BUT,
i'm not complaining. i like cleaning my room. and throwing shit out. kinda feels like i'm throwing out shitty memories too.
so i'm in a good mood :)

You can keep talking, but baby I'm walking away.

2010-11-06T16:22:00.001+08:00

WHAT? SAY YOU PRETTY LAH.

2010-11-04T19:00:00.000+08:00

today was a good day :)

had hockey in the morn...then at 1 went to IKEA w gauri, bev, emily, clarabelle and ellie!

we had lunch there~~~ OMG CHEEEEEESECAKE.

then we randomly walked around, and found our AHEM hockey house (courtesy of emily)

thennnnnn we went over to queensway so gauri could get her turf shoes...

AND OH. MY. GOSH.

THE GRAYS GX6000 IS SO NAISE.

too bad it costs a bomb. D:

after that went home. boo.

anyways, i love my hockey mates like dlkjhboviunewlfkjshndf

they made me stop thinking for at least the entire afternoon

woooooo~ EMILY'S HOUSE TMR (hopefully, if her dad allows)

AND 2C2 OUTING.

UPDATE!

2010-11-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

OKAY. for the next two months, i probably won't be blogging as much cause my life's gonna be like as empty as the picture below.

see? empty.
yeah. sooooo, updates for now!
1. STREAMING RESULTS ARE OUT. i got my first choice~~~~ :D AND JOANNA AND EMILY AND BAT AND HANNA AND UMA AND FAITH AND NYRA AND ERNA AND AFFY AND...YEAH ARE ALL IN MY CLASS. AWESOME OR AWESOME?
awesome.
yes.
thanks.
i know.
:D

2. i feel sucky.
why?
cause i have too much free time, which i use to think about things. and the reason why i'm happy most of the time, is BECAUSE I'M NOT THINKING. (i'll bet jasmin's nodding her head now)

3. AHEM, AHEM. PEOPLE LISTEN UP.
AMANDA DOES NOT LIKE ANYBAHHHDY.
CLEAR?
CLEAR.

okay.

yeap.

s' all.

OH DID I MENTION THAT JOANNA'S IN MY CLASS?
(jk i know i did)
IT'S TOTALLY FATED.
RIGHT JOANNA?
RIGHHHHHT?

TEEHEEHEEHEE

3S2 '11FTW

Colour my life with the chaos of trouble

2010-10-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

i feel like i haven't blogged in super long. WOOSH~
I CAN'T BELIEVE SCHOOL'S OUT.
this year went way to quickly. oh shit. at this rate, i'll get old too fast.
):

so yesterday was the last day of school. and i gotta say, although c2 occasionally gave me hell, and made me go $#^&^*$%^@$#@#, they're a bunch of crazed geniuses that i'll miss. ):
so to any c2er who might be reading this,
i'm sorry to the people i've hurt, and for the pain i've caused. (be it intentional or not)
i'm thankful to the people who've hurt me, because it helped me become a better person
and i hope you guys get wonderful classmates next year :D

peace.

Can we get this back to how it used to be?

2010-10-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

HI.
i have nothing to say except...
http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoId=9989525

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around you.
It's empty, and you're sad
'Cause you miss the love that we had.

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around,
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be? Yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be, yeah.
To how it used to be.
To how it used to be.

used to - daughtry

two can keep a secret if one of them is dead

2010-10-20T18:54:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
SO.
HERE'S THE DEAL.
TOMORROW, IS PROBABLY GONNA BE A SUCKY DAY FOR ME.
(and like every other sec 2 crescentian who isn't absolutely fantabulous at math)
LIKE WHOA~
yeah so anyways, i'm gonna restrain myself from blogging tmr so i don't depressify any other person reading my kinda-sorta-pathetic blog. :D

today was kinda...uh...yknow.
yeah.
i lost my voice. kinda.
okay more like...my throat hurts like crazy
cause we had...INTERHOUSE GAMES *JENGJENGJENGGGGG*
and i had the priviledge of being the emcee.
and since the mic was pmsing what with all the high-pitched sounds, i AHEM had to rely on my voice.
WOOOOO~

AND OMG ALL THE SEC ONES WERE SO STONE!
"EH COME ON! CHEER FOR YOUR HOUSE!"
*stares*
"OI. WHY NO NOISE. CHEEEEER LAHHHH"
*stares*
"SHOUT, SCREAM. DO SOMETHING"
*stares*

FACEDESK

ahh at least i had a partner.
who's like
some ncc person.
so yeah.
can shout.
reaaaaaaal loud.
goooo joannaaaaaa~

SO ANYWAYS.
then we had the placement talk thingy...
errrrmmmmm...we had the ldrship forum practice thingy...
then i went home.
and watched.
pretty little liars.
IT'S SO EERIE.
AND SO SCANDALOUS.
ttly has the makings of an awesome series.

OH AND,
SINCE IT'S SPIRIT DAY,
I'M WEARING PURPLE.
OKAY?
YEAH.
I KNOW.
I ROCK.
TYVM.~

MEOW

2010-10-17T21:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SABRINAAAAAAAAAA~♥

WELCOME TO THE CLUB BABE.
ONLY TWO MORE YEARS TILL WE CAN GO WATCH NC16 MOVIES TOGETHERRRRR :)

thank you for being such an awhhhhsum best friend who always has my back even when no one else does...
i have several things to say...

1. when i say you look fine. YOU REALLY DO. DON'T DOUBT ME.
2. MEOW~
3. I LOVE YOU :D
4. LET'S GO WATCH A MOVIE.
5. STOP CRACKING YOUR FEET.

TEEHEE.
MUAHMUAHMUAH~

popping bottles in the ice like a blizzard

2010-10-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

went shopping with faith yestd :D
then sab came over (SHE'S SO AWESOME); (I KNOW YOU <3 ME)

i slept at like.
3.30.
shiok.

woke up at 12.30.
even more shiok.

SIGH
IT NEVER FELT SO GOOD TO BE BORED.
(:

went shopping AGAIN
i bought a book :D

i'm feeling so fly like a g6

Don’t screw with the system, or the system will screw you.

2010-10-13T11:28:00.000+08:00

I'm half convinced that under all the masquerade of "we want you to do well do you can have a bright future", the real point of school is actually just a place you go to feel like an absolute failure.

But we're supposed to take it in our stride. Cause we have more comfortable lives. And we're not starving in Africa. We're supposed to take 7 hours of being told we don't know enough a day. We're supposed to grit our teeth and press on and aim for that ever-elusive grade. We're supposed to just take it all in, and MUG, lose sleep, have no life, and just MAYBE get an A. Or a B. Possibly a C. (I'll thank the heavens if I even scrape through. Math was just an impracticable wad of sums, reminding me that no matter how much progress i'm making, IT'S NOT ENOUGH.)

I feel like I'm slowly, agonizingly losing my mind.

My sanity's slipping, and my brain hurts.

COME ON BARBIE LET'S GO PARTY.

HOLA AMIGOS.

2010-10-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

today tigger and i went to study with a retard.
and yeah.
I'M NEVER STUDYING WITH THE RETARD AGAIN.
TOOOOOOO DISTRAAAAACTINGGGGG.

OKAY TYVM.
GOODNIGHT EVERYBAHDAYY.

:)

how did we ever come to this

2010-10-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

today was just...urghhhhhhhhh.
nothing bad happened actually.
it's just that retarded feeling that randomly chooses to stick with you.

and i'm having a massive headache.
whoaaaaa ohhh~

sigh.
i need an instruction manual for life.
yeah.
i should probably read my bible.

CATCH SOME AIR

2010-10-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

OMG PAPER 1 IS OVERRRR!~

eng was alright.

but i swear, my chinese essays were just screwed. and i finished in an hour. WHICH IS JUST SCARY WHEN THE TIME LIMIT IS TWO.

okay ANYWAYS

after that went home...

slacked for a bit...then went with ash to get his board at queenstown

then we boarded for a while at the mini ramp outside the shop

and i realized that i'm completely out of practice

HAHAHAHAHA

SO.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO'S GOING THROUGH EGGJAMS.

8 MORE DAYS TO FREEEEDOM!~

VROOM VROOM

2010-10-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

PAPER 1 TMR

(oh FINALLY.)

i feel like i've been anticipating exams for super long can.

can.

okay.

yeah.

sabrina rocks my socks.

OKAY SO.

TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY.

I STUDIED A SHITLOAD.

*INSERT AWE HERE*

AND NOW I'M HIGH.

SO I CAN'T SLEEP EARLY.

SO YEAH.

DAMMIT.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

let's do this shit.

BUS 100 SUCKS SPHERES

2010-10-04T16:58:00.000+08:00

sabrina is epic.
why?
because her sense of direction is even more fail than mine.

"he knows i'm studying CAUSE I TOLD HIM TO STUDY CAUSE I WAS."
"NO YOU'RE NOT!"
"I WAS"
"yeah for like five minutes"
"MORE THAN THAT"
"six?"
"WALAO EH"

SABRINA IS AWESOME-ly blur.

and she thinks i'm mean.

AND SHE THINKS I'M A NERD
WHICH IS THE JOKE OF THE CENTURY TYVM.

and so is vic.
SHE'S SO HILARIOUS LAH WTH.
and she's even more crazy than me.
and she keeps phonejacking me.
DAMMIT.

BUT YEAH. OKAY.
I LOVE CREEPY PASTA.
AND I'M GONNA WHACK EMERALD TMR.

IT'S GOLD! PLATINUM! IT'S SHINY.

2010-10-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

OKAY I CHANGE MY MIND.
TODAY'S COLOUR IS JUST SOME AWESOME COLOUR.
OKAY
WHAT'S GOT ME HIGH?
ACID XPRESS.
YES.
THE SOFTWARE WE HAD TO USE FOR MUSIC
IT ROCKS SO HARD I WANNA MARRY IT.

SERIOUSLY.
IT'S LIKE GARAGE BAND.
JUST A BAJILLION TIMES EASIER TO USE.

I'M IN LOVE.

numb: lacking sensation

2010-10-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

if today were a colour, it'd be grey.
maybe with a bit of yellow.

today, like adeline said, "feels like one of those days where the universe is being an ass."

i don't know why though.

but thank god for friends like hazirah, jas and addie
(and their many emotionally uplifting hugs ♥)

:)

this surprises me as much as anyone, but i'm finding that the thought of me without you isn't that awful after all.

i'm no longer in between

2010-09-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

sigh.

i'm having a enlightening convo with ellie now

she's so good at putting things into perspective

ily ellie :) ♥

anyways, i can't wait for eoys to be over.

i wanna go to random places and take pictures with cool cameras.

anyone wanna come with? :D

tralalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaaaaaa~

I'M A LATE BLOOMER.

2010-09-28T21:56:00.001+08:00

Andrew Khoo is simply AMAZING.

for 5 simple reasons, here's why.

1. He thinks the msn thumbs up sign looks, well, wrong
"WHY DO YOU THINK THE GUY MADE THE LETTER IN THE BRACKETS A Y?"
"IDK! MAYBE IT WAS ALPHABETICAL"
"NO LAH. YOU TRY"
so i did,
and he insisted that whoever created it was corrupted.
UNTIL, (N)
THEN WE both REALIZED THAT (Y) = YES.
and he still wasn't satisfied -.-

2. MR POTATO MAN
he doesn't know what his favorite potato chips are called. and so when asked, he says "it's the green one with the mr potato man on it"
THEN HE GOOGLES "MR POTATO MAN" TO GET A PICTURE.

3. HE WANTS A SOWER PLACED LIFE.
he loves accidentally saying words wrongly and in the process, making me hysterical.
slower pace became sower place.

4. FIFA CRAZED
HE AND HIS BROTHER HAVE THIS RITUAL, WHERE EVERY YEAR THEY'LL SPAM THE VIDEO STORE GUY'S PHONE UNTIL HE SAYS FIFA IS OUT. THEN THEY'LL RUSH DOWN TO THE STORE AND BUY two OF THE SAME GAME.
why?
CAUSE IF ONE OF THEM IS USING IT, THE OTHER ONE CAN'T.

*FACEPALM*

5. his spastic faces are just admirable.

Remember those walls I built, well baby they're tumbling down.

2010-09-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

i. am. so. screwed.

OHEMGEEEEE...
this sickeningly sweet feeling has been plaguing me for the whole day
grrr... -.-

ANYWAY,
today was...uh...one of those i-don't-remember-anything days cause nothing significant happened.
yeah.
cept for sorting out MCs and PLs with justina...nothing interesting happened.

i'm just blogging for the sake of it.
cause i'm bored.
like yeah.

uhhhh.
okay...
this is getting awkward.

k bai.

rawr

when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile

2010-09-26T21:20:00.004+08:00

today was plain retarded.

woke up early to go to church...mummy drove today.
SHE LOOKS SO TINY IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT OF THE VOLVO HAHAHAHA

yeah anyways sermon was alright, jimmy preached.
went to jumbo for breakfast with sab (YOU'RE MAKIN ME PHAT WOMAN.)
"WO SHI ANGMOLANG" (Y)

anyways, then went back for cluster.
which was epic.
cause we managed to steal jon's phone (with the help of matt)
and we changed his fb profile pic.
and put a password on his phone.
HAHAHAHAHAHA

yeah then jon was like "PLEASE. TELL ME THE PASSWORD. MY GRANDMA IS DYING"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
so we texted jon the pass which was puckerman
AND HE WENT ALL "WHO THE HELL IS PUCKERMAN"
pfffft.

pictionary was a bit fail.

i studied geog during cell (cause there was no cell word, AND OMG I'M SO GUAI RIGHT. yeah. i know :D)

YEAH.
then after cell i studied some more.
cheryl came to join me after her lunch at sp (IT'S A ROCKET CHERYL. A R-O-C-K-E-T)
josh came to kachiao us for a while
then he went back to study with his cell.

yep.
had dinner with a retard (yes babe, i called you that on purpose♥)

AND YEAH!
SO.
THE EYES ARE COMING.

IT'S TIME TO START MUGGING Y'ALL.
EVEN I, THE QUEEN OF PROCRASTINATION, HAVE STARTED CRAMMING SHIT INTO MY BRAINS (or what's left of em)

All I've learned all my life; people say easy goodbyes.

2010-09-23T17:18:00.001+08:00

heyo.

the sky right now is exactly how my day has been.
greyyy.
amanda's not in a bad mood.
it's just been a dull day x.x

EMERALDO and i were talking about audi in the morning.
and came to a shocking revelation that addie spent 100+ bucks on acash.
WHUT IN THE WORLD...

(see, today was so boring. that's the only interesting thing that happened.)

ANYWAYS,
i've been thinking (ohnonotagainnnn)
BUT YES.
i've been thinking...

it's funny how short the human attention span is.

one moment people can be best friends, and the next, they barely speak to each other at all. one moment two people can be madly in love, and the next, they're moving on to other people. and the thing is that said "other people" that they move on to, usually have the capability of giving them the same feeling the previous person did. so really, the ultimate "best friend" and greatly desired "the one" aren't really those once-in-a-lifetime people. they just happen to be the people who decide they wanna stick around to see what happens (usually by chance. or fluke.) and the sucky part, is that whenever someone...moves on, there's always the other person who's left hanging, wondering what the wlkfjhvbpiudfgsdfjkbiucv happened. and i happen to have the extremely high tendency of being the one who holds on too long. yeah.

SHEER JOY.

2010-09-22T20:24:00.000+08:00

OKAY HERE IT IS.

CHAMPIONS' SEMINAR 2010

Sooooo...basically, the entire thing was insanely fun cause of the people at my table (teaaaaammates♥)

THE ENTIRE TIME WE WERE SO ENTHU OMG.

and every time the game masters collected the answer sheets from the tables,

ellie (our dear ahsoh) would CHIONG LIKE SOME MAD WOMAN

even though we all knew it wasn't based on first come first served.

hahaha the food was like.

imba.

SUPER YUMMY.

so our table was scheming and thinking of ways to secretly get a second helping.

and guess what?

WE SUCCEEDED.

AND NISA.

NISA WAS DAMN AWESOME.

SHE HAD LIKE...A MOUNTAIN OF FOOD ON HER PLATE. (both the first serving and second serving)

(Y)

HAHAHA after that her skirt was tight.

HAHAHAHAHAHA I LUB CHOO NEEEEESAAAAA

DURING THE GAMES,

it was super hilarious cause every time we knew the answer,

some dipshit from our table would shout out the answer

"BETTER AND BETTERRRRR!"

ellie....bat...

grrrrr...

WORLD, MEET TAG REPLIES

GHEYLAWRD: PUHLEASE. calv would never call himself calv.

Sally: I MISH YOU COUSINNNNN

MrLonely: ALLO. welcome to mahhhh blawwwwgg...i'll drop by yours soon :D

Addie: PFFFTSHHHHZXC NOT ALL. *thinks of the monster guy with the million tentacles*

Pink: WAZZUP.

Say a prayer but let the good times roll

2010-09-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

OKAY SO.
UPDATE.
(with lots of peeeeeekchas >D)

Sunday was fun :D
after church hanna came over for a while. she's so bloody adorable like omgggg.

yeah...studied in the afternoon...

then went for ting's partayyyye in the evening. SHE HAS SO MANY FRIENDS LIKE OHMYGOODNESSGRACIOUS ME. anyways. she's 21 one now :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING ♥
OH AND, i learned that shawn (as in the old one) is ZAI. he has this ocd that causes him to laminate all his playing cards. HAHAHAHAHAHA

YEAH OKAY. UHHHHRMMMM...JASMIN CAME OVER YESTERDAYYYY...
to AHEM do LSCEP.
HAHAHAHA

omg this post is getting more and more dry...

BUT,
HERE'S THE DAMN AWESOME PART.
ARE YOU READY?
OF COURSE NOT.
BUT IMA TELL YOU ANYWAYS!

todayyy...
was...

CHAMPIONS SEMINAR.
OMG!
SO AWESOME RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT?
AND HOCKEY GOT COLOURS AWARD (i have no idea what that is but it sounds rainbow-eyy so who cares.)

YEAH.
ANYWAYS,
it was damn awesome.
so awesome that i need to let it soak in before i can blog about it.
so i'll blog...TOMORROW!

OMG ANTI-CLIMAX.

TRALALALALA~

What a match, I'm half doomed and you're semi-sweet.

2010-09-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

uck.
i need to study.
BUT I HAVE SO MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT!
but i need to studyyyy.
OKAY. I SHALL BLOG ABOUT EVERYTHING...
TMR!
so i can include champs seminar (which is sure to be awesome :D)

THE EYES ARE COMING! THE EYES ARE COMING!

ASLDKJVHCVBOIUERHGNKSJDNVOXCIVHLAEIJFBSLCKJVBALKFJXCOVIHDFWLKFJHBCJKVHBXCVIUWHEBFLKJSCBVLXICKUJVHBLKJFBG

2010-09-19T13:35:00.001+08:00

GAHHHH!
THE MALE POPULATION IS SERIOUSLY GETTING ON MY NERVES
three main problems
1. They come to you when they have questions about your good friends.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY,
MAN UP AND ASK THE GIRL YOURSELF.
IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM IF SHE'S NOT TALKING TO YOU.

2. Gossipy guys are ghey.
yeah. self explanatory.

3. SOMETIMES THEY JUST...SDLGKJDHCVBIUERBNGFLKDDSLFKJGHBCVOIBUHERLFKGJDBSFVIUDHFBGKJHSDBFIWUDFBSKJDHFBDLFIGVUHJDLSKJGNBLKSJDFBKJNCBVLJCVHLKJDFBKJDSGBNCBVLJDSHFGBLKJDFHLKSJDBVXNVBLKDFJBGLKJDSFHG

LIKE YEAH.

okay this post is over.

tinted with the tiniest hint of hope

2010-09-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

amanda is not high now.
*shockerrrrr...*

i had this majorly sucky migraine in the afternoon and therefore didn't do much work
i did write a piece in the morning though...but it's so sucky it barely even counts.

LOW SELF-ESTEEM ISSUES FTW~

today i realized how unbelievably gorgeous orlando bloom is.
WHY DON'T WE HAVE PEOPLE AS GOOD LOOKING AS HIM IN SG?
WHYYYY?!!

oh well.
the grass is always greener on the other side (cliche...)

speaking of cliches, jasmin and i had this weirdass convo about them
and how there's a reason for them being cliches.
i came to the conclusion that it means despite the fact that everyone's in different situations, we still experience similar things.

yeah.

okay i officially label this the most boring blog post ever

and i shall end it here before i put anyone to sleep.

WAZZUP YO

2010-09-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

I'm so dang high right now.

WHOOOOHOO!~

today was alright...
nothing spectacular happened (cept' maybe class photo)
oh, and,
I found out my english teacher was in the same church as my mom and dad like a decade ago or something.
and my uncle was once her pastor.
yeah.
and she's probably carried me before.
WEIRD

THIS WORLD IS TOO SMALL.
TOO. SMALL.

YEAH ANYWAYS,
UHHHHH.
i watched the losers (dvd) again.
and dammit cougar's still mad sexy.
SNIPERS ARE HOT SHIT.

YAY APPLE CRANBERRY JUICE~

lost in the light

2010-09-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

GOOD EVENING DARLINGS <3

i feel so tired omggggggggg...
today was like super draining can.
and chinese tuition went on for so long.
then i had to revise the cheng yu thingy...
and do math
and lit
and yadayadayada

-tired.-

BUT IT'S OKAY.
CAUSE AMANDA IS A HAPPY GIRL.

adeline's sister gets on my nerves.
AND I HAVEN'T EVEN MET HER YET.
HAHAHAHA
annoying little sisters ftw~
i respect addie for being able to put up with her.

OKAY.
BACK TO WORK.
I'VE BEEN NERDIFIED (Y)

kiss yourself goodbye

2010-09-13T19:13:00.002+08:00

i feel like i haven't blogged in an insane amount of time.
SORRY PEOPLE.

ANYWAYS,
the past few days have been alright.
nothing very spectacular happened i guess. (cept that little outing with sab :D)

I'VE BEEN SO TIRED LATELY.
which ttly makes sense since i slept at like 3am almost everyday last week.
don't ask me why. i was being retarded HAHAHAHA

UHHHH...
okay so.
the outing with sab was the most enjoyable day of my entire week.
OF COURSE SHE LAUGHED AT ME COUNTLESS NUMBER OF TIMES FOR BEING STUPID. which i totally don't blame her for
"WHERE IN THE WORLD IS YOUR DIRECTION SENSE NOT HOPELESS?!"-sab
"..."-me
"YOUR HOUSE AH?!"-sab
"eh i was gonna say that. but i was scared you'd laugh at me"
*breaks into fits of hysterics*-sab

AND OMG.
THE CAB RIDE THAT DAY WAS UNFORGETTABLE.
I SWEAR.
THE CABBIE WAS SO HILARIOUS
"want me to introduce you to my son? veryvery hansum one. like me."
sab and i were laughing like crazy in the back.
then the uncle kept talking.
LOL

yestd was remotely interesting...
church was normal
cluster was just a blur for me cause of my soaring temperature.
stayed back to study cause i realized i had no key and there was no one home -.-
I KNOW I FAIL LOL

yeah.
yoyo helped me with chinese
josh came later.
and made so many interesting "conclusions" about yoyo's conflicting alibi.
then seth came with his lime green boots
"I'M DAMN MUGGER OKAY."
*reads one page*
"I'M ON PAGE TWOOO! okay. i'm tired. let's take a break"

(Y)

goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain, and no matter where i go it's always pouring all the same.

I just need these dreams to stop.

2010-09-08T00:17:00.001+08:00

One confession:
I think Miley Cyrus has a good voice.

yep. :)

"This town used to be a pretty place to stay
A place to stop up on the highway
But all of those things changed on a day
You packed up your bags
And you ran away"

jasmin just reminded me of the song RIP by 3OH!3
the lyrics are like poetry can.

"I can see it from the other side
The grass is in a way thats green
The house is burned to ashes
I'm no longer in between"

i love bat to bitts. she's like the sweetest person ever. :) thank you for listening to my hopeless stories and giving me your honest opinions. i love you ♥

i'm dedicating the rest of this posts to some majorly epic msn convos i had today

1. NICHOLAI.
"WHAT WHAT. DON'T WHAT ME."-me
"KAY LA KAY LA."-nick
"call me for what"-me
"I 4GOT. LMAO KAYKAYKAY"-nick
"i'm listening to your favorite band"-me
"train?"-nick
"TOTALLY MANNZXC"-me
"what song? (:"-nick
"marry me"-me
"OH SURE SWEETIE ;)"-nick

2. JASMIN
"WOOF WOOF"-jasmin
"MEEEEEEEAO"-me
"allergy. flu. idk why but i can't stop sneezing"-jasmin
"0.0 HAHAHA I'M TOO AWESOME. YOU'RE ALLERGIC TO SUCH DEGREE OF AWESOMENESS"-me
"i find children very amusing. like small versions of us. their arms and legs are so petite i'm just amazed"-jasmin
"...PEDO TENDENCIES OMG"-me
*a little later*
"i love you"-jasmin
"i know :D"-me
"well i've always loved you as a friend. but i love you a little more than infinity now"-jasmin
"HAHAHA"-me
"don't get any funny ideas"-jasmin
"*waggles finger*"-jasmin
"TOO LATE"-me
"ahh delirium"-jasmin

3. SARAH LAI
THAT ENTIRE CONVO WAS JUST TOO EPIC (and too long) SO LET'S JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT.
;D PINK HOUSES AND DIABOLICAL POLITICIANS.

"I count the empty bottles upon the bar
But I give up I can't count that far
The lights in this place are too dim to see
They're kickin' me out
It's a quarter past three"

sigh.
AMANDA'S NOT SLEEPY. AND IT'S 12.15 ALREADY.
so i'm just gonna go read a good book :)

"You asked me if he was worth it, if this was worth it. I said, the thing is - the happiness that I feel when I’m with him is unlike any happiness I have ever experienced. But the sadness that consumes me during the long periods when the happiness is gone is unlike any sadness I’ve ever had, too. It is bottomless and makes me feel hopeless and sad. And I can’t decide which one is more affecting. Can I live without the happiness? Can I live with that sadness?"

"The foundation of communication is trust... If I cannot trust what you say, it really doesn't matter how great the words or how fervent the plea. Whether we're working at establishing a relationship or rebuilding channels of communication, it has to begin with trust." - Tom Holladay

2010-09-06T18:15:00.001+08:00

MY LIFE IS JUST SO DAMN AWESOME LAH

(hockey mates know what's up)

OKAY ANYWAYS.

yeh.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
:/

yeh.

WHOOOOHOOO!~

i'm like. mental.

我们的爱是唱一半的歌

2010-09-04T20:48:00.001+08:00

Day Eight: Three turn ons.
1. good attitude/personality
2. the ability to play the piano/guitar or have mad vocals
3. guys who treat their family members well :)

YEP.
okay i'm like...sian now.
nothing to do.
i don't wanna do hw.
:/

Day Seven

2010-09-03T21:30:00.003+08:00

today was a good day. :)

though the morning was kinda sucky, chinese class was fun.

OHMYGOODNESSGRACIOUSME.

but yeh.

HAHAHA

vio, addie, germ and i came up with some DAAAAMN zai love triangle story.

thennn,...

swensons-ed with germ and faith.

GOOD FOOD MAKES AMANDA A VERY VERY HAPPY GIRL :D

teehee ♥

__________________________________________________

Day Seven: Four turn offs

1. sweet talkers/playboys

2. tattoos, piercings...yep

3. guys who like girls only cause they're pretty *tsssssk*

4. guys who flirt with every girl they see in the hope of having one fall in love with them.

☺

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

2010-09-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO...i know there's many many things...

BUT I DON'T REMEMBER ANY,

so i'm just gonna skip day 5 :D:D:D

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

5 NOT ENOUGH LAH. I'M GONNA WRITE AS MANY AS I WANT.

- i'm just gonna put the general term "family" here cause otherwise the list'll go on and on and on and on

- Addie

- Jasmin

- Sabrina

- Steph

- Nick-go-die

- Jerome

- Meg

- Resa

- Aym

- *AHEM* some person who is in great need of an ego deflator. :D

- HOCKEY MATES. ♥♥♥

YEP.

I THINK THAT'S IT.

I'M SORRY IF I FORGOT YOU LOL

September 13th

2010-08-31T23:32:00.002+08:00

i wish people could just read each other's minds.
i know that would be the end of all privacy, but really, i'm just mad sick of complicated crap.

i'm kinda overwhelmed by things...and i'm definitely tired (not complaining) i don't even know how my mom copes lah. she's like. imba.

i just hope i'll be as strong as she is one day.

it's kinda amusing,
how the even after something big (?) happens to you, the world around just goes on like nothing's wrong. people just do what they normally would...but for you, time goes by so slowly. too slowly. and events, actions and whatnots affect you 10 times they way they normally would.

if anyone reads this,
and is wondering what in the world is wrong with me, if you don't know, you probably don't need to. either that or i just don't want to burden you.

and for those who care,
i'm okay. :)

i feel hesitant about putting this online.
but i really really really need an outlet.

the point of this post is not to be read, just written.

peace.

Day 4

2010-08-31T22:24:00.001+08:00

Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. what i wanna do with my life
2. random song lyrics
3. the list of homework i have yet to do
4. food (i know i'm a pig :D)
5. past hilarious stuff that happened to my friends
6. "so. tired. must. sleep."
7. random important people.

your feet are rough, they're scraped and bruised

2010-08-30T21:14:00.001+08:00

i'm so. damn. exhausted.

thank god for the people who make it better...thank you ellie, nee, aym...

sooo...i just got back from the hospital. yknow it's actually are really conducive place to do revision. i covered like...the entire e3 revision while i was there. (okay it was like...since afternoon till now but that's not the point.)

thank god there are no classes tmr.

otherwise i'll just get a headache and crouch on the floor while spasms of paroxysms jolt through me like 938475834765 ampere electric currents in my veins.

teehee.

_____________________________________________________

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

1. make me laugh
2. be nice :)
3. have random spastic moments
4. have the ability to hold a (remotely) intelligent conversation with me
5. have the ability to hold a (very) retarded conversation with me
6. be athletic
7. be sensible
8. be thoughtful :D

Day 2:

2010-08-29T18:01:00.001+08:00

today is one of those days where you do absolutely nothing and still feel exhausted.

cluster was fun :)
LOL SHENGYI DAMN JOKER.
YOU.
WHO.
AIYA YOU-WHO-GLUE

HAHAHA

okay then had combined cell...
uhhhh
yeah.
that's it.

bah.

_________________________________________________
Day 2: 9 things about yourself.

1. I am deathly, deathly clown phobic.
2. I think Johnny Depp is friggin sexayye.
3. I think chocolate is overrated.
4. I lurrrrrb chupa chups. and gummy bears :D
5. I want a dslr
6. My favorite colour is lime green.
7. Despite what Emerald may think, I AM NOT A BIMBO. LOL.
8. I absolutely adore cards. like birthday cards and Christmas cards. SO DON'T GET ME ANYTHING. JUST WRITE ME A CARD AND I'LL LOVE YOU ALREADY :D
9. I'm scared that one day, iphones'll grow legs and start taking over the world! *JENGJENGJENGGGG*

from crystal's tumblr~~~

2010-08-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

________________________________________________________________

Day 1...
1. Jerome: RETARD.
2. Addie: WO AI NI :D
3. Jasmin: KAZAKHSTAN
4. Ansel: PEWPEWPEW!~
5. Denzyl: AMBASSADOR OF NERDSVILLE :D:D:D (i know you hate me now. HAHAHAHA)
6. Zacharyyyy: i hope you oversleep. cause then i get my gummy bears. TEEHEE
7. Steph: IF YOU'RE READING THIS, CALL ME. MUAHHHH~
8. Sabrinaaaa: FAGGOT. HAHAHAHAHA
9. pops: I HAVE NO TIME TO DO YOUR RECORDING LOL.
10. Faye: STARRRRBUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

WAKKAWAKKAEHHEHH~

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – your aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there."-Bob Marley

2010-08-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

MY MUMMY IS SO CUTE OMG.
we were watching this reality show where the stars ran out of gas...
then my daddy was like "these girls ah...don't plan. and some more they're not alone"
"hehhhh?"-me
"they have the camera crew with them"-dad
"oh yah"-me
"wait where's the camera crew?"-mummy
"behind the camera"-daddy
*LAUGHSANDLAUGHSANDLAUGHS*-me

indulging in complicatedness

2010-08-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

hello homo sapiens.
i'm drowning in homework. gasp!
and i'm like so bloody drowsy now cause i couldn't sleep last night cause i kept thinking about stuff

lately my 1111s have been so LAME.
I'M BECOMING SUCH A LOSER HAHAHAHA

i'm in this really confused state of mind and everything's not really very clear (i sound hungover omg) and the thing is that i don't really mind.
it's one of those i-can't-be-bothered-with-trying-to-figure-everything-out-cause-i'm-perfectly-cool-with-being-confused days.and so it's been for the past week.

ohhh well~

hahaha someone's ignoring me
cause my english is too zai for him to tahan.
>D

"I want a life that sizzles and pops and makes me laugh out loud. And I don’t want to get to the end, or to tomorrow, even, and realize that my life is a collection of meetings and pop cans and errands and receipts and dirty dishes. I want to eat cold tangerines, and sing out loud in the car with the windows open, and wear pink shoes, and stay up all night laughing, and paint my walls the exact color of the sky right now. I want to sleep hard on clean white sheets, and throw parties, and eat ripe tomatoes, and read books so good they make me jump up and down."

to lalabelle

2010-08-23T14:27:00.001+08:00

Smile, though your heart is aching

Smile, even though it’s breaking

When there are clouds in the sky

you’ll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You’ll see the sun come shining through

for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That’s the time you must keep on trying

Smile what’s the use of crying

You’ll find that life is still worthwhile

If you’ll just

Smile

- Charlie Chaplin

i know it's hard to, but believe it'll get better cause it will :)

♥

good morning :)

2010-08-23T10:09:00.003+08:00

ohh the joys of elearning.

especially when a lesson gets cancelled cause the teacher is on mc

i need to go to starbucks. and talk to someone.

i don't care who. but i need to talk to someone.

about...stuff.

complicatedly nice stuff.

sometimes it's wonderful to have no idea where you're going. cause then you're just living in the present without having to worry too much about what's next...which i seem to have been doing too much lately

question marks do have benefits.

SIGHHHH~~~

and i wonder if i ever cross your mind

2010-08-21T22:53:00.002+08:00

today was so tiring.

woke up super early to bring ansel for swimming class...

i swam too.

cause i felt phat

my stamina is so shitty now omg!

okay thennnnn...went to meet karen @subway hv to talkkkk~~~

talked til' 4.30 then left for church. karen came with :)

hahaha diego came tdy.

HAHAHAHA

it was so weird lah.

but he's cool

sort of.

uhhh...sermon was alright...the vid they played was so sad lah :/

aft service went to meet sab and diego at the church playground.

slacked there till 7+?

then went home :D

it was a weirdly normal yet tiring day.

ah well :)

i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

i've got a feeling if i sang this loud enough, you would sing it back to me~

2010-08-20T09:29:00.004+08:00

these few days have been weirdly tiring for who knows what reason

i'm in this mad lightheaded kind of mood now

and i've had so much to think about recently.

omg what is wrong with me?!

LOL.

ayy volleyball lesson tdy was so failed.

hahahaha

i'm not used to playing the boundaries :/

THE BEACH HAS NO BOUNDARIES!

but too bad we weren't playing beach volleyball

-random thought-

people need to cut other people some slack.

okay let's speak for myself.

i need to cut people slack

but sometimes it's just so hard to

yknow?

oh gosh i'm such a loser

ANYWAYS.

elearning next mon to weds :D

so at least i won't have to wake up at the crack of dawn to go to school.

to have a future.

which seems extremely uncertain now.

i have no idea what i want to do with my life.

like zip idea.

okay lah. i have dreams i guess.

but it doesn't seem like any of them'll be realized.

what's wrong with me?

Boys frustrate me. I hate all their indirect messages, I hate game playing. Do you like me or don’t you? Just tell me so I can get over you.

2010-08-18T11:57:00.000+08:00

this morning i realized that germ, addie and jas are my soulmates.
HAHAHA

i hope i won't forget you guys when i'm old.
and wrinkly.
and senile.
OH THE HORROR.

Some things are more precious because they don’t last.

2010-08-18T11:23:00.000+08:00

- Dorian Gray

NUMBER FOURRRRR

2010-08-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

OHMYGAWD
TODAY
WAS
SO
DARN
AWESOME

aft sch went to play cashflow
OMG I TELL YOU
THAT GAME IS DAMN RETARDED

FIRST I GOT PREGNANT LIKE WITHIN THE FIRST ROUND
yeah cause the dice i rolled wasn't wearing a condom.
okay lame
ANYWAYS
ONE KID COSTS $480
"OMG SO EXPENSIVE. CAN ABORT NOT?"-me
"NO LAH."-clarabelle
"WALAO EHHHHH"-me
"HAHAHA SHIRMIN (my nu er/hockey jr) COSTS SO MUCH!"-clarabelle

yeah then
in the game i became some pilot or wtv
WHICH IS FUNNY CAUSE I'M AIRSICK
okay then i apparently spend a lot of money
keep getting the spendmoneycard

SUAYYY HAHAHA

then in the second round, i got another kid
ZAI RIGHT.

THEN CLARABELLE FREAKED MY OUT BY SAYING THAT THIS GAME MIGHT BE A PREDICTION OF MY FUTURE.
LIKE OMG I DON'T WANT TWO KIDS IN THE FIRST 2 YRS OF GRADUATING UNI.
HAHAHAHA

but the shopaholic part is kinda true...
:/

okay yeah then aft cashflow, went to sk stadium to watch netherlands play south africa!!!!
NETHERLANDS WON 13-0
IMBA SHIT LAH
AND ALL SO CHIO
*FAINTS*

NUMBER 4 WAS DAAAAAMN HAWWWWT
BUT NVM
I'M STRAIGHT.
*OMMMMMM*

YEAH ANYWAYS IT WAS DAMN COOL
AND THEIR FLICKS AND THEIR HITS AND THEIR REVERSE AND THEIR TACKLE AND THEIR FLATSTICK AND THEIR PUSHES WERE SO SOLID LAHHHHHHHH

no wonder right.
13-0
but south africa played their best lah
:)

YEAH
ANYWAYS
YEAH
I WANNA GO WATCH THE FINALS BUT THE TIX ARE LIKE 30 BUCKS
ANYONE WANNA SPONSOR??
>D

HAHAHA I JUST CALLED GAURI
TO ASK ABT HER TABLET
DAMN CUTE OMG
"HELLO?"-me
"uhh...*SILENCE*"-gauri
"HELLOHHHHHHH??"-me
"*MORE SILENCE*"-gauri
"GAURI!"-me
"uhhhh..."-gauri
"ARE YOU SLEEPING?"-me
"uhh..."-gauri
"YES OR NO LOL I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU"-me
"uhh... ... ...*30 secs later* yeahhhhhhhhh"-gauri
"OHHOHH OKOK NVM I TALK TO YOU TMR. HAHA SORRY"-me
"uhhhh...*suddenly damn awake* WHO ARE YOU"-gauri
"AMANDA"-me
"oh okay"-gauri
"sweet dreams hahahhaa muahmuah"-me
"OH AMANDA. PS!"-gauri
"yes gauri. your ps. now goodnight hahhahaha"-me
"uhhhh"-gauri
*line goes dead*

gauri joshi friggin rocks mahhh socks

now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

2010-08-16T13:34:00.003+08:00

WAZZUP WAZZUP
OMG WTS I CAUGHT SAAAAWAHH'S YO DISEASE.
O:

TEEHEE
yestd was weirdly boring.

went to church in the morn...sabrina finally came
LOL
we invited cortez to our church for next sat's service...don't think he's comin though :/
"AMANDA I LIKE YOUR VOICE" ROFLMAONESS.

cluster was awwright :)

MY CELL WON CLUSTERNARY.
HELL YEAHHHHH (Y)

cell was smashin.
we played blackjack.
AND REBECCA LOST. (just like last week :D 5 CHUPA CHUPS WAKAKA)
SO SHE HAS TO BUY CHIPS >D
omg we're so mean lah.
BUT WHO CARES?!

NOT ME.

HAHAHAHA HIGHNESS TTM.

so thennnn i went home...
watched the 3vs3 bball game...
sg lost to idkwho 22-33
:/

then...greek dudes vs nz...
GREECE WON
WAKAKAKA
OMG I TELL YOU. THE GUYS ARE SO DANG HOT.

i like.

HAHAHAHA

-random brainwave-
jasmin was making the class jealous with her yog village stories
"RON!"
"HARRY! BLIMEY IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST SAW YOU"

wts.
cool AND fit AND hot athletes.
*JEALOUSSSSS*

bah.

-end of random brainwave-

then revised maaaath...
congruency similarity trigo pythagoras theorem..yadayada

did matt's recording...
only managed to finish white horse and a failed ver of crazier.
ROFLMAO.

HIS FRIEND IS JUST HILARIOUS
"OMG YOU HAVE TAYLOR SWIFT'S RAW RECORDING?!"

i don't friggin sound like swifty :/

OH WELL

THENNNN...YEAH
went to sleep eaaaaarly :D

i'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well

orhkayorhkayorhkayorhkay

2010-08-13T22:41:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS SO DANG WONDERFUL

TEEHEE

cheered for the torch bearers...
then the dude in the bus who was driving by was like on the speaker and he said "I LOVE YOUR BABY CLAPPERS!"

ROCK ON
LOL.

thennnn rushed to amk for tuition...
D<
i'm such a loser omg!
HAHAHA

yeh...

then dropped by ashton's to give him back his pickups.
calv was there *why aren't i surprised*
"HEY AMANDA, DID YOU SHRINK"

-.-

he needs to stop saying that. before i thwack him.

then something damn amazing happened
*pause for dramatic effect*
but i aint blogging about it

CAUSE IT'S A SECRET

WAKAKAKA
DON'T YOU HATE ME NOW?
>D
:D
XD
8D

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!~
I'M WALKIN ON SUNSHINNNNE WHOAAAAA OHHH~

BAM!

2010-08-13T11:34:00.001+08:00

http://pbl.crescent.edu.sg/2010/sec2/2c2_grp3/

OUR PBL WEBSITE.

*SCREEEEEECH*

MABBU IS A BLOODY WHIZKID

you don't remember what happened. what you remember becomes what happened.

2010-08-13T11:24:00.003+08:00

WAKAKAKA
okay science class zaps my energy.
the entire time mr l was teaching i was staring and listening but the words just zoomed past me.

I'M SO BLOODY CONFUSED

but addie made it all better with her hamburger metaphor >D
Resistors : Hungry people who eat at different rates
Volts : The big Mac
Current : The rate at which they eat the Big Mac
Hence, resistors finish the whole big mac (coz they can't waste food) but at different rates. :D

ADDIE = GENIUS.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
HER BRAIN SHOULD HAVE IT'S OWN TV SHOW
*DUMDUMDUM...SUPERBRAIN!*

okay lame.
effects of science... -.-

"When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. “It’s all right” we whisper, “I’m here, I love you.” and we lie: “I’ll never leave you.” For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad."-Neil Gaiman

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFFY >D

2010-08-12T08:25:00.002+08:00

AFFY!

YOU'RE 14 OMGOMGOMG

i rmb how in sec one we were best friends cause we sat next to each other and i used to annoy you out of your wits by thwacking your arm every 5 secs. i rmb how we used to argue over the most retarded things...and how we'd spaz over the most random issues. i rmb how you asked mr l for orange juice without pulp. BUT HE DIDN'T GIVE YOU ANY. MWAHAHAHA!

i rmb the retarded family tree we had during home ec...
and how you'd get random mood swings and suddenly be some insanely abusive mom...then the next second you'd be super protective. YOU WEIRDO.

SO ANYWAYS,
long story short,

thank you for being the weird/high/insane/random/cute/yet serious at the right times person that you are :D

I LOVE YOU AFFY ♥

take the pieces of this heart, heal the wound but leave the scar

2010-08-11T14:19:00.002+08:00

I MISS STEPH. AND NICK.
omg...
i haven't seen them in...damn long lah.
:/

i miss many many other people too.
GAH.

anyways,
tdy a bit fail lah.
went to sch...then left after science cause i tak boleh tahan
):

hahahhaa

lovedrunk.

sun kissed skin so hawwwt we'll melt your popsicle

2010-08-10T21:08:00.003+08:00

WHEEEE!~
past few days have been dang amazing.
yestd morn went for the music min retreat worship
it was so good lah.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.

then went home and slacked...

watched ndp
HAHAHAHA

today was fun >D
went to watch salt with faith!
IT WAS SO AWESOME
LIKE SERIOUSLY ANGELINA JOLIE PWNS.
AND SHE'S SO HOT
EVEN THOUGH SHE'S LIKE
OLD.
OKAY ANYWAYS.

then after that went shopping :D:D:D

at around 4+ mrted home

slacked some more...
did dnt...

yep!

schooooool tmrrrrrr :/

what am i to you?

2010-08-08T21:45:00.003+08:00

today was DAMN TIRING.
LOL.

went to church early early
sermon was okay lah.
seth's a retarded faggot.
>D

clusterrrrr was okay
ROMANS 15:7-9
i memorized the whole thing then started to forget it bit by bit
D< SUAY

pictionary today was like.
SO CHIM.
or maybe the problem lies with the people who were drawing...
*AHEM* andy *AHEM* daryl.

cell was damn epic
"whoa omg you suddenly so nice. moodswing ahh?"-me
"yah"-tim
"MAYBE IT'S YOUR TIME OF THE MONTH!"-me
"yah"-tim
"HAHAHAHA"-cell
"eh dyou know what that means?"-me
"nope"-tim

ROFLMAO FAIL.

thennnn, went home...
slacked...

at about 7 dropped by the music min bbq thing to say hi
jeremy came along.
and he became my bro cause he dint wanna be in a separate group.
HAHAHAHHAA
joker lah.

then dinner @ some chinese place..
the food was damn shiok.
BUT IT TOOK FOREVER LOL.

BUT ANYWAYS.
yeah.
uh.
yeah.

我的心很乱

failure is just a word.

2010-08-07T21:39:00.003+08:00

today was kinda...sorta...pretty awesome.
went for the WMYC conference...
it was like so darn inspirational lah.
david lim talked about his climb to the top of mt everest hahaha the dude has a good sense of humour
"DON'T EAT THE YELLOW SNOWWWW"

yeah.
aft the conf i went to cuttttt myyy hairrrrrrrr.

HAHAHAHA
it's so short now.
feels weird.

yeah.
my post is kinda dead cause i'm so tired.

i'm having conversations with the thoughts in my head. all i hear is angels crying, oh won't they just sing instead?

eleveneleven

2010-08-06T23:11:00.002+08:00

today was a superbly busy day.

sch was quite ok lah.
had to teach the sch the yog dance thing...
THEN I HAD THE PHYSICS MAKE-UP TEST cause i was absent on weds...
IT WAS SHO...TRICKY.
LIKE...
yeah...

gg.

AH ANYWAYS,
after that, went to lido shaw with clarabelle, beef, gauri and emily
stacy, crystal and matt came cause stace was looking for me...aymeric came later...
but anyway good lah.
CAUSE I STOLE 10 BUCKS FROM MATT
WAKAKAKA
THANKS FOR MY ALLOWANCE POPS >D
i spent it on something pretttttty

we watched inception.
which was just...
DAMN GOOD.
it's like one of those movies that makes you damn tired
but you love it cause you're amazed at the bloody genius who came up with the plot.
SERIOUSLY!

ok thennnn,
we hunted for *AHEM* someone's bday present...
seriously
we spent like 3 hours looking for it.

I BOUGHT GUMMY BEARS.
but then i finished it.
cause i was eating while we hunted.
so i have no more gummy bears.
D<

ahh then, went to seoul garden to look for stacy so that i could take the mrt home with her. i don't like lonely mrt rides.
saw the rest of the guys...
yeah.
awkward.
remotely.

yeah anyways stacy dint wanna leave yet so i cabbed home myself.
FAIL

then...went to tim chew's apartment at marina sands for dinner...
met brandon, charles and bryan.
my bro was like running everywhere
so we had to chase him everywhere.
then he wanted to race.
so ok lor.
each of us take turns to race him.
LOL IN THE END ALL OF US WERE TIRED AND MY BRO WAS LIKE "AGAIN! AGAINNNN!"

and this charles.
keep scamming me.
AND HE CALLED ME GULLIBLE.

PEOPLE. ONCE AND FOR ALL,

I. AM. NOT GULLIBLE.

i'm trusting

>D

free fallingggggg~~~

2010-08-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

it's not raining.
boo.

ahh i'm like...brain dead now cause i've been studying science since six.
gosh. my nerd friends' nerdiness is rubbing off on meeeee...
BUT OK. IT'S A GOOD THING.

today was a good day.
cause...it just was.
it's one of those...-i feel like studying so i will- kind of days.
ADDIE IS GOOD INFLUENCE.
OMGWTS I SHOULD'VE SAT NEXT TO HER SINCE SEM 1.
HAHAHAHAHA

teehee i'm like...addicted to john mayer's songs
his work has this...melancholy-ishhh yet weirdly soothing edge
*zen mode*
OMMMMMMMM...OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

okay. i'm just crapping to put off going back to physics.
meh.

I LURRRRRRRRRRRBBBBB MY BOSS >D
*SHAKES GAURI'S HAND*
MUAH! MUAH!

let it rockkkk

2010-08-05T11:30:00.003+08:00

SINGFEST IS UNDERWAY
AND I'M MISSING IT! I'M MISSINGGGGG ITTTTT!
DAMN MY NON-INCOME STATUS
ayy i hope it FLOODS tonight.
if i can't go for it,
NO ONE CAN!
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

okay crazy moment's over.
LIT TEST TIME.
OMGOMGOMG X.X

how many times can i break till i shatter

2010-08-04T13:58:00.002+08:00

GOOD...AFTERNOON PEOPLE...OF THE WORLD!
ah i'm feeling normal.
which technically, in my terms, means that i'm seriously sick.
my temp's down to about 37.7 degrees
which i suppose is an improvement.
HAHAHAHA

random laughter ftw (Y)

I MISS WAFFLES
AND ADDIE
AND GERM
AND MABBU
AND JASMIN
AND C2
sort of.

ayyy i realized something yesterday.
something someone does to you might not seem like much to them,
yet to you, it hurts an insane amount

OMG AMANDA HAD A WISE MOMENT!
QUICK! SOMEONE RECORD IT.
okay whatever.
i'm so lame.
and bored.
which explains the random ranting.
onandonandon

off to the doctors!

SCAMMERRRR

2010-08-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

don't you absolutely HATE IT when people SCAM you?!
especially when they're scamming you about your LOOKS.

NICEFASTPOKESCAMMER YOU SUCK.

PFFFT.

I MISS MY BEST FRIEND.

2010-08-03T13:45:00.003+08:00

uhhhhhh...yeahhhh...
title...self explanatory.
BUT, I HAVE SO MANY BEST FRIENDS! SO HAVE FUN GUESSING WHICH ONE IT IS :D
(i bet jasmin knows who.)

anyways...arh. i'm studying.
or at least i was. and i'm going to...
THE FEVER HAS OFFICIALLY FRIED MY BRAIN.
WHICH EXPLAINS THE WEIRD BEHAVIOR.

GAHHH I FEEL SO SICK THAT IT'S ANNOYING.
hope i'm well enough to go back to sch tmr... :/

CONFUSED

2010-08-02T17:29:00.002+08:00

I'M DELUSIONAL

my mind is insanely cluttered today.

maybe it's the fever.

or maybe it's cause someone's messing with my head.

or maybe it's my heart.

THIS FEELING SUCKSSSSSS.
cause it's horribly sweet.

ARH.
SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH ME. ):

fever :/

2010-08-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

i'm sick. again
BOOOOOOHOOOO.

and i'll bet addie misses me a helluvalot.
CAUSE I'M SHO AWESOME!
:D:D:D

anyways.
yeah.
gonna go see the doc laterrrr

peace.

3 things.

2010-08-01T15:36:00.002+08:00

1. i love my hockey homies. you guys are really...a blessing. and i wouldn't be the happy/crazyass/random person i am without you guys :D:D:D MUAHMUAH!

2. cluster pictionary is just...epic. HAHAHAHA "uhhhh the Cross is two times bigger than man. EH OMG 8 WORDS! GOGO!"

3. i realized that i don't tell the truth about how i feel. OH WELL.

FIZZLEMAHNIZZLEDRIZZLEFOSHIZZLE.

invictus.

2010-07-29T10:07:00.000+08:00

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

- William Ernest Henley

WAFFLE!

2010-07-28T09:52:00.002+08:00

"WHAT'S DAAAHHH ANSWERRRR?!"-me
"MY CUP SIZE!"-akshi
"0.12"-afrein
"YOUR CUP SIZE IS 0.12?!"-me

(Y)

I'M SHOSHOSHOSHO HUNGRYYYYY!
):

RECESSSSSS!

TURN YOUR COMPUTER ON. >D

2010-07-26T10:53:00.003+08:00

okay. weird title. emmie & jasmin knows what i'm talking about KEKEKEKE

omg i srsly think singapore's drowing. THE RAIN'S JUST CRAZY LAHHH.
and yknow how angmohs have snow days for when the snow's too heavy for em to go to school? WE SHOULD HAVE RAIN DAYS. LIKE SERIOUSLAYYYYYY!

OKAY ANYWAYS uhhhhh...
LORMS is my new nightmare.
STUPID GEOG TEST. we've barely gotten anywhere
and now out of nowhere, out pops a test.
SUAYYYYY D<

ANDAND, (thanks to our dahhling lit cher), WE DISCOVERED THIS DAMN COOL SITE.
www.wallwisher.com

GO POST ON MINE :D:D:D
http://www.wallwisher.com/wall/MandaKFoo
but pls ah. be nice. otherwise...*JENGJENGJENGGGG*

TEEHEE.

OH AND.
amanda's lovelife is damn fail.

ROCK ON :D

Drunk On Hope

2010-07-25T15:32:00.003+08:00

laaaaadidadidaaaaaa.

okay so. woke up EARLY today to go to church...
JULIAN SPOKE. HE'S AWESOME :D
AND OMGOMG. ISABEL'S SINGING IS DAMN ZAI.
DAMN. ZAI.
(Y)
and she gave this awesome testimony too...

ANYWAYS, watch the video!

AND GO LIKE..SPONSOR A KID SO HE/SHE CAN HAVE A FUTURE :D
www.compassion.com

I have a Maker, He formed my heart. Before even time began, my life was in His hands. He knows my name, He knows my every thought. He sees each tear that falls and hears me when I call.

time to do math. so that amanda can have a future.

don't know where the hell i'm going, but i'm going after you

2010-07-24T20:57:00.002+08:00

today was mad fun. :D

training in the morning...
we played a friendly with tp!
right wing-ed for the first half...yeah. WE WON 2-0

after training, calf hurt like crap. and it still does. PFFFT.

emily, gladys, shirmin, lalabelle, gauri and nee came over
watched taking 5 then went to play badminton.
EPIC SHIT LAH. HAHAHAHA "the losers have WON! WHAT A TURN OF EVENTS!"
and emily, gauri and lalabelle's hand turned BLACK
omgomg thenthen there was this pedo that was staring at us O.O SCARY SEHH.

ahh i'm like some pig lah. sleepsleepsleep.
AND I HAVE TO DO MATH. AIIIIISH! SUAY ):

oh well.
peace :)

DRAMAHHHH!

2010-07-21T08:36:00.002+08:00

fitt run = slope of doom.
now i have shin splint + heel pain.
so if i stretch my shin, my heel hurts like SHIZZZ. and if i stretch my heel, my shin hurts. AIN'T LIFE ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL?!

okay SO,
aiyah. dramadrama.
but it's like. inevitable i guess?

i'll be
waiting on the world to change

INTERNATIONAL GO-TO-SLEEP DAY.

2010-07-20T20:55:00.003+08:00

ALOHA EARTHLINGS :D

"ABC, 123. understand?"-coach
"nope!"-nisa&me
"it's okay. i also don't understand."-coach
"coach, can i ask a question?"-uma
"nope."-coach
HAHAHA PWNED.
okay that was damn long ago but i suddenly thought of it so...yeh...

*awkward silence*

BACK TO BUSINESS.
today was friggin tiring.
yet weirdly...enjoyable :D
i wore a qi pao for racial harmony. I TELL YOU. I THINK THOSE THINGS WERE INVENTED TO PREVENT WOMEN FROM RUNNING AWAY FROM THEIR HUSBANDS OKAY.

SHEESH!

okayokay stop complaining amanda.
SO THEN AFTER SCHOOL,
went to ljs with gladysssss and saraaaaaah
then back home...
had theory...
then went to the canal to run for like..a long time.
then did some speed training...
yeh.
:D

AMANDA SHALL GO SLEEP EARLY TODAY.
cause i'm like friggin tired omg.

can i stop loving you now?